Day 3, El Salvador April 8, 2011
So many projects, so little time April 4, 2011
Well, I figured it was time for an update. I have not gotten rid of the crafty bug. In fact I have a chair I am attempting to slipcover even though I haven’t sewed since 8th grade. Now THAT was a good idea. I got so confused on how to sew a certain corner-ie (new word) thing that I gave myself a headache. Then I said “Forget you” and went and laid on my bed and watched Hitch. Yeah, I showed it who was boss.
What else do I have to work on? A dresser (that I love love love), two end tables, a coffee table, and THIS:
A $15 craigslist nightstand. The shape is awesome. I mean, how cute is that thing? Unfortunately the previous owner had an affinity for pink sponge techniques. Not cute. I’m not sure how many times I said “I’m going to have to go visit this owner” the other day while I was sanding this piece. And it wouldn’t be a friendly visit either. I’m now trying to figure out what color I want to paint it. But I think it’s so adorable!
I’m headed to El Salvador on Tuesday for a week to gather video footage for Wycliffe. My final project for them. So all my crafty projects will be on hold. But then it is on. On like Donkey Kong. Yes, I’m aware no one says that anymore. I was always a rebel.
Next time we meet perhaps I’ll have the finished nightstand to reveal. If I ever conquer the stubborn sponge paint…
Wow, really? March 22, 2011
I haven’t updated since Feb 8th? Sometimes I am a great blogger and then other times I’m just terrible! Obviously lately I fall into the terrible category. Sorry about that. I’d say that I’ll be better but that might end up being a lie, so I’ll just say nothing and make a really terrible segue to my next subject…
So I’ve been home from the Philippines for almost a month now. Honestly, it feels normal. I have been busy visiting family, applying for jobs, and missing my boyfriend now living on the other side of the world (boo). I’ve also been on this new “remake” fix. One blog I looooove to follow is Better After. All these people send in pics of things they bought that were less than stellar, then redid. And now it looks awesome. So I started perusing craigslist and hoping to find some things to redo. I have bought a few things but they are not done. My first item that is done is this:
Obviously this is the before. While in Nashville, my awesome, over-90 granny had to be moved into a nursing home. We went to clean out her apartment and this lamp was about to go in the Goodwill pile when I thought “wait! I can fix it!” So we brought it home. I knew I wanted to paint it turquoise and recover the lampshade. First I bought the spray primer and paint color and then was on the hunt for the perfect fabric. While at Target a few days later I came across a beautiful bedding set AND they sold a sham to it separately. I bought the sham and brought it home hoping that I could use it to cover the lampshade.
I spent some time while watching TV pulling out all the seams with a seamripper and then traced the lampshade on to the opened sham. I knew it would be tight. Once I cut it out and started wrapping it around the wire frame I wasn’t sure it would fit. I started pinning them in place and sometimes it was really really REALLY tight. My original plan was to hot glue the fabric on but I doubted glue would be strong enough so I came up with an alternative: keep the pins in and cover them with some kind of ribbon detail. So I tracked down some bias tape that blended with it’s shade of blue and hot glued it overtop. Today I finally got around to painting the lamp and it is now complete! It is not perfect, but I am really proud of my first project. See for yourself.
More to come!
It’s the final countdowwwwwwn February 8, 2011
I hope you sang along when you read that title cause I was definitely singing when I wrote it. Even went so far as to take serious consideration into which letter is extended when singing. I went with ‘w’. You with me?
Ok, this post is not about the strange thoughts rumbling in my head. Actually, it is.
I leave for home in two weeks. TWO WEEKS!! How is that possible? It’s one of those moments where you’re completely torn on what kind of emotion to feel. I will really miss Manila and the people I’ve met here. I’ll miss $6 pedicures too. Sigh. At the same time, I’m excited to see my family and begin the next stage of my life. Am I sad? Am I happy? My mind is so confused!
I love change. I thrive in that kind of environment. Especially since the changes over the next few years involve me starting a life with Clarence. A life that doesn’t include me in Manila, he in Singapore, and seeing each other every few months. I’m TOTALLY over that. We’re continuing to pray and trust God for His provision on the work front. We have not heard anything job-wise yet, but I keep hearing a certain kind of word in my quiet time:
Don’t spend time with God for what He can do for you. Do it to know Him better and worship him fully.
He will provide in His timing. I will just continue to draw near to Him. I’m looking forward to having a few months at home, completely free to do just that. So thanks for your prayers. Keep them coming!
My name is Rachel and I hate bugs January 28, 2011
Clarence told me that at this point everyone understands my hatred for bugs…especially huge cockroaches. Still, I can’t NOT share this story. In my head this is what happened: There was a cockroach conference meeting sometime last week. The CEO stood up and announced while pounding his antenna on the table “What are we going to DO about Rachel? She leaves in a month. The time to attack is now!” The discussions went round and round.
“We could block her path to the front door!”
“That’s been done.”
“We could scare her when she goes to throw something away by flying out of the garbage!”
“Again, it’s been done. Think creatively, insects!”
Suddenly the yoda cockroach clears his throat from the back of the room. Silence envelops the group as they wait for his inevitable words of wisdom. His soft voice whispers the most perfect plan:
“We could touch her. That will be her worst nightmare.”
And I’m sorry to say they carried through on this evil scheme. Let me set the stage. It’s 7pm on Thursday night. I’ve just finished my Zumba workout (which is super fun and you all need to try). Clarence had called me on skype and I told him to sit put while I jumped in the shower. Little did I know the terror that waited ahead. I turned on the shower, disrobed (sorry, but this is the natural order of things people), and jumped inside. Immediately I saw a huge cockroach on the wall in front of me. So OF COURSE I screamed. And jumped out of the shower not paying attention to where the cockroach scurried to.
After composing myself I glanced around trying to find it. I figured it would be easier if I was covered up, so I grabbed the towel off the rack. Then….
*shudder*
…to my dismay, the cockroach had hidden behind the towel. So as it was pulled hurriedly from the rack, the cockroach came with it and flew directly towards me. It was like slow motion. Out of the corner of my eye I see a dark shadow. It is too late to do anything. It lands on my arm. I scream and flail and generally go completely insane. It falls to the floor. I am still screaming and flailing.
I’ll spare you the rest of the story. It basically involved a lot of me trying to gather courage to kill it, Clarence telling me to just do it already (and laughing at me), and ultimately it scurrying off w/o being killed.
So I’ve lived to tell another tale. I’d rather not have to tell it, but that is life in the tropics, my friends. One more month. I can make it one more month. Then no more huddling in corners, gripping brooms, and muttering “why is this my life?”.
Brrrrr…. January 20, 2011
I am in so much trouble when I go back to the US.
It is 80 degrees here in Manila and I have been a bit cold at times. Yes, you heard me correctly. After spending the past two years in Asia where it is always hot, my body is a bit confused about what the definition of cold weather actually is. Sunday after church I was walking around outside with some friends. The sun was behind the clouds. There was a slight breeze. The air was cool. Normally back home I would live for that kind of weather. And while it was very nice…I was thinking how I wouldn’t mind having a jacket.
What is happening to me?
I’ll tell you what is happening…
I’m asian now. You might not think so to look at me, but my body sure thinks it is. It’s in for a rude awakening when I go home in a month. Snow? Gloves? Sweaters? Boots? What are those??? It’ll find out soon enough. Let’s hope my asian self quickly remembers my American self.
Things I’ll miss… January 18, 2011
I can’t believe it but I will be headed back to the States in a little over a month. My year in Manila has been absolutely amazing! I thought I’d make a list of some of the things I will miss of my home this past year.
- The people. Especially my office mates. Filipinos are some of the friendliest individuals in the world!
- Being asked by taxi drivers if I was a movie star. Ha! Though I never considered any of the marriage proposals, it was sweet. There is not a better place in the world to be for pale people like me. I’ve never felt so beautiful.
- Delivery! Everything in Manila delivers. McDonalds, Wendy’s, Pizza Hut. I can even call and have someone come to my house and give me a massage. Which leads me to #4
- Cheap pampering. I can actually afford to get a pedicure and massage from time to time. A pedicure costs about $6 and a massage the same. I won’t have that luxury when I get back home so I’d better enjoy it while I can.
- Jeepneys. These are only found in the Philippines and so fun to ride in. It’s a cultural experience I will definitely miss.
- Carla. It has been nice to be in the same country as my sponsored child and spend a couple days with her
- The food! I have always been a picky eater but after spending two years in Asia, I have eaten a lot of stuff I didn’t think I would. Sisig. Adobo. Tocino. Pancit. Mangosteen. Rhambutan. Yummmmmm
- Beauty. There is some stunning beauty in this country. You saw some of it when I traveled to Palawan. I’ll see more when I go to Boracay for my birthday. I’ve heard it’s one of the most beautiful places in the world so I can’t wait to see for myself!
- Cheap movies. I can go see a movie in a comfortable recliner with popcorn and a drink for $6! I couldn’t even see a regular movie for that in the US.
- Tagalog. I absolutely love hearing people speak in a different language around me. I’ll miss the familiarity of the Tagalog language. It’s beautiful to hear!
So those are just a few things I will miss. I ♥ the Philipines!
Jericho January 11, 2011
I’m not always the best at having faith. True, undiluted faith. The kind where I believe something so boldly that I do not worry or fret about what could happen if…by some chance…I am wrong.
God is slowly breaking me of that.
My church is going through a 7-day process together. Each day there is a devotional to do and as the days roll on, we are to sit before the throne of God and listen. Just draw close to Him. Talk. Listen. Just be. I’m not so good at being still, but I am listening intently because there are a lot of life decisions coming up this year and I want, with all of my heart, to follow God’s leading…not my own.
Well yesterday was day 4 and BOY did God speak. He’s been speaking everyday, but yesterday was different. I’ve spent too much time recently worrying about me and Clarence being in the same country. Of course I have prayed about it, but I have never truly let it go. Well yesterday God spoke and it all started with a sermon on faith. This verse stood out to me the most:
James 1:5-6
If you need wisdom–if you want to know what God wants you to do–ask him, and he will gladly tell you. He will not resent your asking. But when you ask him, be sure that you really expect him to answer, for a doubtful mind is as unsettled as a wave of the sea that is driven and tossed by the wind.
Ooops. So all those times that I pray and then worry about what will happen or try to make back-up plans (cause God really needs those, you know) it’s essentially not believing that God will give me the wisdom I need.
Then I started listening to some praise music. Planetshakers “Nothing is Impossible” was first as we had just sung that in church. Then I moved on to Chris Tomlin “Our God”. This song I’ve heard a million times but I felt God calling me to claim those words as truth!
Our God is GREATER, our God is STRONGER, God you are higher than any other. Our God is HEALER, AWESOME IN POWER, Our God.
And if our God is for us, than who can ever stop us and if our God is with us than what can stand against?
In prayer we claimed this promise. God is with me so what can stand in the way of Him completing the things He wants? Or what is going to stop Him from answering His daughter’s prayers? Nothing. Cause nothing can stand against.
Then as I was reading the devotional of the day from our church, I was hit again. We are going through Joshua and the title of that day’s devotional was…..Conquering Faith. There’s that word again. This part stood out to me the most:
The walls of Jericho did not come down because of man’s ability–they fell because of God’s power. In the same way, no matter how huge the obstacle or impossible the situation before us may be, we can trust God to fulfill His promise and give us the victory.
There is nothing I can do to bring victory. Not worry. Not working harder. Nothing. God’s power is what breaks walls and boundaries that we think are impossible. And the thing that seemed impossible for me was Clarence finding a job in the US because of the economy and him needed an office that will sponsor his work visa. But this reminded me that nothing is too huge for God to conquer. He will bring victory.
Since this theme seemed to be all about faith I turned to Hebrews 11. I was struck by verse 30.
It was by faith that the people of Israel marched around Jericho seven days, and the walls came crashing down.
I heard God saying “Rachel, how many days did they march?”
“Seven”
“And how long is this fast with the church?”
“Seven days”
BOOM. God’s word to me. HAVE FAITH. Pray and believe that I am going to work. Just as the walls of Jericho fell in seven days, at the end of your seven day fast I am going to break down the walls and provide a job in the US for Clarence. All you need to do is keep drawing near to me and BELIEVE IN FAITH.
How can I doubt with such a clear word from the Lord? How amazing is our God?
So now we just sit, listening, praying, joyfully waiting for God to reveal His plan. Only 2 more days until the walls fall. I’m looking forward to dancing with joy on the rubble and singing a song of praise to God. You’re welcome to join me!
